And here I am feeling stupid. The better the technology the bold red lines between RL and virtual relationship or friendship or any shippy getting blurred. No matter how hard you keep them separated there's one point where all the good can be as fake as can be but all the hurts are always real...
One good friend turned to very cute crush, one very good man turned into crazy perv, one crazy perv turned to beloved friend. All happened like a dream, RL need a least a day but virtual thingy needs only few minutes of not shorter. All the love and the lies are there, beautiful love opera turned into cheesy drama. No matter how old you are, you never can resist the charm of these virtual-shippy things lol.
All the sweetness feels like a lovely days, next you know you start to feel hurts. All the hidden secrets start screaming and wanted to be free, then you start hoping that you are approved publicly... But then what? Keep asking yourself and you know it got no use but u keep wanting it. And boom you start making funny poem and use it to save a friend that you don't even knows.
This is the day when Facebook friends are more real than any RL friends, the day when Facebook sisters are more precious than real sister. The day when your man in the screen made you smile wider than any man in RL...
This is my ranting but damn so glad to finally spill everything out lol
Ps. Im just too narssistic to not post what I wrote...So here is the can't-be-called-as-poem
No matter how hard you try to kick me out of your life
Even I know I was never really there since first time
Even after you block me out of your tiniest part
I will never forget that smile
The smile that always brings light to my lonely night
All the beautiful words u ever said
The words that always bring happiness even to my gloomiest day
You tender ways to calm me down
All the ways that always made me laugh and burn all the pain away
Your kisses and hugs
Even so far away they really make me feel warmth inside
No matter how far the ocean separate us
Even just a screen that all I can see
But with your existence this ugly screen brings happiness
Even for very short time
You are my world, you are my everything
Please don't make me lose everything at once cause I still love you
Make the short turns to forever, and forever I will be yours
Even when you are not mine, you know I am forever yours
